Even though I last saw you 3 or 4 years ago, I can’t help but flinch at the sound of your name. And it makes me think how, if it hadn’t all been messed up, I would still know you and you me.

Often times, I think that you were the only person for me. I was only 13 when I first met you, and i’m turning 18 in 2 months, yet I still think about you.

Now that I have met someone else, I can’t help but unconsciously compare him to you. And it is unfair because I’m going off of my memory of you from 4 years ago.

I just wish I didn’t over complicated my feelings for someone else because your memory holds me back from meeting new people.