I kinda put off telling you this, but it’s starting to feel like last time again. You distance yourself, I distance myself in response to your distance bc I’m not going to beg someone for attention or to talk to me when they don’t want to, I have a lot of self respect and I think you know that. I want to be clear and I won’t repeat myself again, the one thing I asked of you was not to distance yourself, that’s all, I’ve never asked anything much from you. I understand it may be a response to whatever it is your dealing with now but that is not fair to me either. I’ve always put your feelings before my own and I don’t want to do that anymore and I won’t do it anymore. If you fail to effectively communicate with me Patty, then I will too. Superficial conversation will be the only thing we’ll have and I hate superficial conversation. And if you or I decide that you are incapable of doing so, then that’s how we’ll both know we don’t match. If that’s the case now tell me because I won’t beg for your attention. I can do a real good job at never talking to someone again. I’m sorry if it sounds harsh but this has been bubbling up inside me for months. It’s not how I want to be. And if we end again I promise you that it’ll be the last time you’ll ever speak to me. I’m not willing to try again with the same person for a third time. If the second chance didn’t fix the problem then neither will the third. I’m not that type of girl. I won’t get hung up on a guy. I’m very level headed and you know that too.